Today is five months since mom passed away. I went to her grave today for the first time by myself and took flowers. I never realized how.much you need a mom until mine died. I really miss her so much. Life doesn’t slow down when someone you love dearly passes away but you feel their absence everyday. Dad and I have talked about how we don’t know how people go through something like this without faith. Death is extremely sad and even depressing. But having the faith and knowledge that God has given me that my mom is with him gives my dad a peace that is unmistakably from God. I wish selfishly my mom was still here with me. Dad and i could use her comfort and,presence with his heart surgery.coming up and we just want her back. But knowing she is so happy in paradise with the Father gives me peace and a joy of knowing I’ll see her again.